bangandshout

2012-01-12T18:16:00.001-08:00

Looking through our photos & i cant help falling in love over & over agn

2012-01-11T11:19:00.001-08:00

2012-01-05T18:26:00.001-08:00

"oh these times are hard they're makin us crazy don't give up on me baby~"

2012-01-04T09:17:00.001-08:00

I miss my boy.... Gna spend so lil time w him for the coming 2 wkends :( had a great time w him last couple of wks; long new yr wkend & his block leave on xmas wk!!! But forever cld never be long enough for me to feel like i've had long enough w u......... Neeway so many 21st bdays coming up! Could feel my wallet crying alrd

12 simple resolutions for '12

2012-01-03T22:11:00.001-08:00

1. Eat healthy lose fats exercise
2. Stay humble stay positive
3. Be patient be kind
4. Save at least 1k each month
5. Take parents out for dinner more
6. Read more
7. Stay passionate
8. Make time avoid "no time"
9. Get driving license
10. Forgive easily
11. Reward self
12. Love more

2011-12-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

christmas season!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-10T15:46:00.001-08:00

U're finally coming back tonight. If u see this, i just want you to know that i missed everythg abt u so badly while u were away. I had fun, yes, but none of those moments did i not think to myself "wish u were here instd" i wonder if u're ok in the cold if u've got enough rest & if u've got enough heat pads to keep urself warm. I wonder if u look thru our photos & die a lil inside & just wish u cld wake up where i am bcos i doooo. 22 days seemed to have crawled by so fucking slowly...... We may not have a strong history to begin w but truth is, since i've met u, i dont think i can live in a world where u dont exist i dont think i can ever stop wanting you. Yknow how paranoid i get when u're away for so long, but i never told you that i just want you back here. I dont care whatever might happen there so long as u come back safe & happy. I just wna hold your hand when u're back & not have to go thru this agn

2011-12-02T18:52:00.001-08:00

2011-12-02T06:41:00.001-08:00

lolololol ego boosted much

2011-11-28T19:45:00.001-08:00

dear weekends i miss you & please visit soon yours sincerely irritated me

2011-11-27T07:03:00.001-08:00

Mad upset tt my iphone camera focus nt functioning well :( i want an iphone4/4s nowwwwww feeling rather fatigue these days & been eating loadsa crazy food like cupcakes muffins 2 dinners etc omg DIE FATS DIE anwww had an unusual wkend w/o b & gfs but had fun nonetheless ;) want more wkends like this one <3

2011-11-25T00:55:00.001-08:00

Looking back at the times i shared w my mates...... Got completely wasted, laughed, cried, gossiped, did projs till late, camps, going out for supper all the time, scandals aft scandals, vietnam, chalets, stayovers, parties & more more more parties. Most imptly i loved. I had them when it got too tough, be it sch work, family, love. Even getting wasted like fuck, they were always there :) ppl in my sch always telling me "u guys are wayyyy bonded" & it's so sad we had to part aft this 3 yrs of crazy friendship. The guys taken away by the saf, some went overseas, some further their studies & some like me embarked on the working journey. I admit i missed several gatherings here & there due to work & other commitments but i'm so glad i still have them. It may sounds silly but i'm so glad they still call me out! Friends are everywhere, they come & go. But these? They're here to stay in my heart. They prolly wont read this... But i love y'all *big hugs* esp the party animals wink

2011-11-23T06:50:00.001-08:00

It's finally thurs tmr & tt means the wk is gonna be over soon! Abt 19 days till b comes home :( i miss him so much i pray he's doing well at heng chun camp! Honestly i alrd cant wait for 2012 to end & 2013 to be here but i'm still stuck here in 2011 oh well

2011-11-14T22:11:00.001-08:00

I miss you so much i need you here with me so badly

2011-11-14T06:31:00.001-08:00

Finally gotta be w baby love aft his longggg 7 days in tekong i missed him so much & was so surprised when he called me on fri night saying he's downstairs!!!!!!!!! ❤ had a great wkend w him, spent a great deal of quality time tgt i rly pray this wkend i'll be free frm work *cross fingers real tight* to keep him company on his last wkend bfr flying off to taiwan....pls pray w me? :'(

2011-11-14T04:13:00.001-08:00

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

2011-11-10T07:44:00.001-08:00

i loveeeee breakfast. i was never a breakfast person, until i graduated & i was so damn bored everyday i needed to do smthg, so i made brekkie! now i cant do w/o brekkie i'll feel weak tired all tt sortov nonsense my brain come up w... finally gna meet b this sat omg i cant wait i wanna die alrd

2011-11-06T23:03:00.001-08:00

I miss you & love you more than words can truly fathom :'( sat pls come quick

2011-11-06T04:02:00.001-08:00

as we grow older, more responsibilities pile up & we cant runaway like we often do as a teen...aka adulthood anwww been spending time w my papa & gfs ❤ cant wait for yummy brekkie w dem girls tmr & tau heuy madness agn!

2011-11-05T01:53:00.001-07:00

had a real quiet bday wkend, just spending quality time w gfs & love... was just thinking hw thgs have changed; used to want to grow up quickly but nw i just wna fucking stay forever young!!! time is so precious & i dont wna waste even a second of it

2011-10-26T19:52:00.001-07:00

loveeeee the bandung ice cream frm island creamery! another short day out w b watching movie & snacking here & there. i'm gna miss him so badly during his outfields esp 3 weeks in taiwan :'( last day of teenage years for me & i'm not sure about moving on to this new adulthood (not that i can stop it)

2011-10-26T08:50:00.001-07:00

i rly dont expect anyone to know what we've gone thru & how special this love is to me. it's just amazing; amazing how we're so strong now & how drastically thgs have changed. what seemed so fragile back then has completely turned into somethg so unbreakable. yes i still die a lil inside everytime i think abt the past but honestly? totally worth it. someone up there must've gave us this beautiful miracle

“if i had a flower for every time i thought of you, i could walk in my garden forever”

2011-10-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

yummy steak gahhhhhh

what a shorttttt weekend :'( had dinner w the girls on friday night & met b for a sweet stayover. i love them all & i really dont know how i'd without them... their love gives me hope

2011-10-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

trnging's okay so far... getting more used to traveling cross country every fking morng & slping early etc i love the girls i have lunch w everyday cos they're all so friendly & full of interesting stories to tell. more imptly, they're "real" hoepfully we stay in contact throughout my time there! anw had a great time w b last wkend we wenta town w the boys to watch movie & played kinect! thou it means lesser time to spend w b once he start moving into hendon camp, i still love him more w every minute

another driver in gfs clique!!! so happy for sl :) it feels like everyone growing up....... cant waita meet them this thurs

2011-10-10T02:39:00.001-07:00

I'm so glad to have my parents, close gfs & boyfriend

2011-10-07T23:38:00.001-07:00

Pop lo! Baby is moving on to leader's course & i'm so proud of him :)

2011-10-06T16:26:00.001-07:00

2011-10-03T16:39:00.001-07:00

*scream* bang bang

2011-09-21T16:52:00.001-07:00

ALREADY MAD EXCITED FOR MY BDAY CELEBRATION WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA CAN'T WAIT

2011-09-20T01:55:00.001-07:00

trying to perfect mug cake receipe plus/minus ingredients like more milk, less egg & oreo crumbs etc so fun experimenting esp w funny ppl wakaka anw i've been craving for pizza (& been eating loads) so yummmmmmy bt so sinful & depressing ughh fking love hate rs

2011-09-17T23:09:00.001-07:00

love talking & pondering abt the future w my grp of girls. it's funny yet hopeful at the same time. all the expectations & worries but i bet in a few years time we'll look back & laugh at our own lil dreams. abt a quarter of me really want the world to end in 2012 while the rest just hope for the best that has yet to come..... mmm not really in favour of the latter ah well

2011-09-14T10:38:00.001-07:00

so lazy to even upload photos frm my cam!!!!!! anw meet my new bed friend, caterpilly!!!! isn't she sucha sweetheart? b bought her to keep me company at night while he's away for his field camp..... another 12 days of waiting horror oh god i miss him so badly :'O 9 more days to go fuck

2011-09-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

i still think about nights that i cld've done smthg but i didn't, i cld've said yes to certain things but i didn't & the list goes on. it's true when they say you'll regret mostly things you didn't do rather than things you did. dont be mistaken, life is gng really well now. i love my bf more than ever, i feel closer to my family & i'm starting to grow (in maturity sense) along w my gfs. it's just the "cld've been a fond, quiet memory at the back of my head" thought

"send me away with the words of a love song"

2011-08-23T09:22:00.001-07:00

when i was in pri sch, i had this guy friend who always bullied me. we were forever arguing & teasing each other. naturally, i thought he hated me & stuff so i disliked him pretty much too. then there was once he made so much noise in class till i stood up to tell him off & we started arguing right in the middle of class. then w no words to argue back, he punched my right arm. it hurted sooooooo badly but i didnt wanna cry in front of him so i stared real hard at him bfr running to the restroom & cried my lungs out. he ran after me, even into the restroom. he held my right hand, apologized, & he said 'i like you so much i just dont know why we must keep fighting' he even wiped the tears off my face. recently i met this guy friend of mine at a mall, we had a quick chat & bfr we parted he said 'i still rmb tt day when i punched yr arm back in pri sch' :)

2011-08-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

i cant stop swooning over this thai boy's smile omg he is so cuteeeeeeee

2011-08-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

ALASSSSSSSSSSSSSS baby's first bk out aft 2 wks! longest 2 wks of my life....... had a lovely wkend w him, althou i'd prefer nth fancy next time rnd... jus by being w him makes me happy :') cuddling to sleep, watching tv while sitting on his lap, kissing w no intention to stop, waking up to his smile, listening to his army stories, playing iphone games on the bed tgt & just the small, lil thgs ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-08-13T04:12:00.000-07:00

hse party at shawn's for deep's bday ytd. had most fun talking w mates & gfs abt the future & crashing on the tiny bed tgt mmm part2 tonight xx

2011-08-11T08:39:00.001-07:00

2011-08-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

weeeee 8 more days til he books out! miss him so much

2011-08-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

meet tomtom! he's momo's best friend althou momo always bully him. he loves yawning, stretching, meowing & all the lazy moves :) meeeoooowwww

2011-08-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

up till nw, august has been some what killing me slowly: b's enlistment, long wait for my interview, uncertainties & more uncertainties. sometimes i have doubts abt making it thru, but other times i'm just really confident abt making the cut. just this time, pls just this time

2011-08-07T21:03:00.000-07:00

just wanna lie down on the soft white sand
with the beautiful starry & limitless sky up above me
feeling the cold breeze crawl on my skin
& when it seems like there's nothing else,
pray, for my loved ones

2011-08-07T20:48:00.000-07:00