Looking through our photos & i cant help falling in love over & over agn

"oh these times are hard they're makin us crazy don't give up on me baby~"

I miss my boy.... Gna spend so lil time w him for the coming 2 wkends :( had a great time w him last couple of wks; long new yr wkend & his block leave on xmas wk!!! But forever cld never be long enough for me to feel like i've had long enough w u......... Neeway so many 21st bdays coming up! Could feel my wallet crying alrd

12 simple resolutions for '12

1. Eat healthy lose fats exercise
2. Stay humble stay positive
3. Be patient be kind
4. Save at least 1k each month
5. Take parents out for dinner more
6. Read more
7. Stay passionate
8. Make time avoid "no time"
9. Get driving license
10. Forgive easily
11. Reward self
12. Love more

christmas season!!!!!!!!!

U're finally coming back tonight. If u see this, i just want you to know that i missed everythg abt u so badly while u were away. I had fun, yes, but none of those moments did i not think to myself "wish u were here instd" i wonder if u're ok in the cold if u've got enough rest & if u've got enough heat pads to keep urself warm. I wonder if u look thru our photos & die a lil inside & just wish u cld wake up where i am bcos i doooo. 22 days seemed to have crawled by so fucking slowly...... We may not have a strong history to begin w but truth is, since i've met u, i dont think i can live in a world where u dont exist i dont think i can ever stop wanting you. Yknow how paranoid i get when u're away for so long, but i never told you that i just want you back here. I dont care whatever might happen there so long as u come back safe & happy. I just wna hold your hand when u're back & not have to go thru this agn